zena my angel

hello sweet lady i love you with all that i am time is going by fast and it's still so hard to be here with out you. My heart is still herting so much it akes for you its sunday morning and iam getting ready to take are son to rugby tranning at whitstable he loves going he said he wonts to make you proud of him i told him you are all ready proud of him we miss you so much it nearly are anervesaty it will be 4 years married and i can still see you walking down the isle to me on deans arm you are so beautiful i no most husbands say that but you are every one who looks at are wedding photo's all comment on how beautiful you looked and i always correct them and say how beautiful you are zena you made my life worth living i thank the lord for the day you broke down in your car and i came along and helped you i fell in love with you the first time i looked into your eye's i new just by looking at you that you were kind, gentel,loving and i new i would win you over and make you my wife i will love you for eternaty ive got to go now love rhys is saying iam going to be late so bye for now sweet lady i love you x x x x x x x x x x

looks like we made it

we did make it my darling wife i love you as much if not more today as i did when i first looked into your beautiful eyes i miss you so much it's nearly are anerversaty it will be four years we been married and apart from this last year it was fantastic you are such a loving,careing wife and no body will ever or could ever take your place i have finaly got your new reg on the car it.s now L73 2ena so it spells zena it realy looks good and i have a picture of you on the side ive been in hospital for a couply of days not been to good all i could think about is coming to be with you i no its not wright but i just wont to hold you tell you how much i love you and see your lovely face i watched a film and in the film the husband would not go to heven untill he new his wife was ok and it was like goast at the end he appeared for a secound or two just to say good bye propaly i was laying there crying wishing it was real so you could just soare a secound for me just so i could hold you one more time and tell you all i wont you to no my life is so empty with out you i have such a big whole in my heart and not even rhys and the boys love can feel that whole we went and got are sons awards on tuesday your mum and poppy could not get over because of the weatherso bruce and carol toke me he looked so smart with his suit on and a poopy in the lapel he got two awards and everyone gave him a standing avation and clapped as hard as they could i was so proud of him and i told him that we were both very proud of him and he said i no mum i said of coause she is ive got to go now darlings watching i will say good night now i miss u i need u i wont u but most of all zena taylor my beautiful wife i will always love and worship you forever me x x x x x x x

zena my beautiful wife

hello my beautiful wife i just had to talk to you are son had a good gameof rugby on sunday he scored a try but it was not given they said it came from a forward pass but it didn;t they all played great they won 55 to o so they were all pretty happy for the rest of the day i realy miss u and i hate the fact that u are not there to watch him u would be so proud of him i will love you forever zena and i cant wait to be there by your side i just wont to see your beautiful eyes taste your sweet lip's and hold you close to me so i can feel your body close to mine even though all the hair has gone from me this kemo is making me realy bad but ive got to keep going for are son's sake he needs me and i need him he has been so great since u have been gone he look's after me so well ive got to go and have a bath now so sleep tight my angel my wife my love my freind my sole mate my everything. do you no how fine you are to me zena taylor the most beautiful lady in trhe whole world and you are my wife i worship u x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

zena my world

hello my beautiful wife you are the whole world to me and i miss you so much every day is getting harder and harder it nearly are wedding annirasary andall i can think about is the way you looked when you walked down the isle and became my wife you looked so beautiful i no all men say that but everyone who look's at are photo's say god zena is so beautiful and i say yes and she choose me i am so lucky i dont feel lucky i no i was when you became my wife but now i have lost you i feel empty lost and lonely i feel as though i dont wont to be here any more i no i have too for rhys's sake but i wont to be with you laying by your side are son has won two prises from school we have to go to a presantion everning at the universaty to collect them your mum and poppy are coming with me i hope that make's you proud of him i no you are i love you darling wife more than you will ever no and no one will ever take you place that i promise from my heart i will alway's be your husband i will alway's love you bye for now x x x x x x x x x x

Hello mum

Hi mum i know its the first time i have wrote to you but i want you to know that i am thinking about you evry day and missing you allways where playing medway this week im sure youll be there. I hope you well up there i know that your sick any more which makes me happy but still knowing the fact that your not with us and still well is upsetting. im doing my fittness well now mum i work out evry night go to fitness evry thursday and play rugby evry sunday so i should be fit as a findle soon =] im eating healthy now. im doing this for me and you. cause we was gunna do it together but well we diddnt get the chance i suppose so i will lose alot for us both. dad is looking after me well and spoils me all the time nothing new there tho huh? Anoyed my bike is still in the garage which is really getting anoying cause i cant e inderpentant.skewl is pretty bad off course but i like the fact im going a trip on friday but i dont like going to art museum... its pretty rubbish well mum i will leave you and leave you i will speak to you onight.

Love from your lvoing son rhys xx

zena my beautiful wife

hello beautiful wife i just need to talk to you i am so deeply in love with you and i miss you behond all beleave i have just picked up are son from school well he said not school 6 form you no what i mean he is doing realy well he even like's it thats a first rhys liking school i keep telling that you are watching him so he works harder he got hert at rugby on sunday guy split rhys lip so everyone took the piss out of him but he took it well i had my first counceling yesterday it was ok i cryed the whole time and it was good to talk to someone i spoke about you for an hole hour it was good no one thought o no not again i bet most of my freinds must say that all i ever talk about is you i told her that you are on my mind 24 hours a day and i love to talk about you because i love you so much and she said it was good for me to talk about you i told her all about you and how you changed my life and i worship you for that it's neary are wedding ann and i dont no how i will get through the day with out you i no i have to for rhys god i miss you so much i hate being here i hate the fact that i wake up everday with out you beside me every night i pray that i dont wake up so i can be with you i no it's wrong but i can't help the way i feel i've got to stop now rhys wont's to go swimming by for now i will love you forever my darling wife x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

zena my beautiful wife

hello darling it's me sorry it was short yesterday but i had to take are son training but today i can keep telling you how much i love and miss you he realy did well last night he trained hard but he felt crap this morning but he didn't have to go to school until 12 so he got a lay in rhys said tell mum i love her i told him you no he do's well my wife it's nearly are wedding anerversaty not lone and we will have been married 4 year's but i will be married to you for ever no one on god's earth could take your place i will never love anyone the way i love you you were everything to me i would off died for you and i still wish he had took me not you but i gess he only wont's the good one's and none are better than you but he broke my heart and nothing can repair the whole in my life i no you are with me all the time and you look after me and watch over us but i would give everthing i have for just one minute with you just to hold you in my arm's and feel your breath on my face i miss all the thing's that you used to do i hated the fact you smoked but i miss the smell off fag's and i no grace misses you but i try and keep her nice for you and clean her every week i cant wait to get you number plate on L73 2ENA and the photo off you in your wedding dress on the plate it will look bril well i am going to say good night my loving,caring,beautiful wife i love you this much o you no what it mean's look's like we made it zena but i new we would x x x x x x x x x x x

zena my angel

hello darling i just wont to tell you i am so deeply in love with you and i miss you so much it has been a hard 10 mounth's without you every day get's harder and harder rhys is telling me he needs to go to training so i will have to say good night but i will write some more to morrow after i get back from your mum's so sleep tight my beautiful loving wife and always remember i will always be yours x x x x x

MY DARLING WIFE

hello my beautiful wife i just wont to tell you just how much i am in love with you. You are the most inportant person in my life and i miss you with such pain. every day i look into your eye's and tell you that i love you this much O a perfect circle you no it mean's my love is never ending it will go on for ever are son is doing realy well at school he is going to make it zena so you should be really proud of him i am and i tell him all the time from us both he also had a good game off rugby on sunday i alway's tell him that you are watching and you will be shouting for him so he put's a lot of effort in we have sponsered the team again this time i have had zena taylor printed in to the neck of the top's so every time they pull on a shirt they see your name and the whole team think of you. As i think of you 24 hour's a day got to go now my beautiful darling wife are son's wont some dinner and i have to cook so alway's remember zena andrea taylor you are my life i will worship you for the rest of my life bye for now x x x x x x x x x x x

MY DARLING WIFE

hello my darling it me again i just wonted to tell you just how much i love and adore you i am so deeply in love with you and i miss you behond all belief ther is such a big hole in my heart and no one or nothing can fill that hole only you and that wont be untill we are reunited up there in heven i just hope i come up there put in a good word for me wont you well rhys is doing well at school he misses you so much he keeps on trying to talk to me and he finds it hard but he's coming around he's got a girl who's after him but he doe's not like her that way i just said that i would be there for him what ever he chooses he misses the chat's you had with him i only hope i can help him like you use to i lay there at night and talk to you and tell you all about are day's and i no you are there and you alway's help me make the right desision i feel your arm's around me when i ask for a cuddle and i no it sound's mad but i can smell you your lovely sweet smell and i no your there i will alway's love you my darling look's like we made it zena x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x