| Location | Canterbury |
| Age | 35 years |
| Date of Birth | 3/1973 |
| Date of Death | 2008 |
| Visitors | 4,291 since 21/03/2008 |
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Zena was taken from us suddenly on 19th of January 2008. Nothing can take away the pain we all feel from losing her, she was an amazing woman, a true princess warrior. She is missed so very very much, not a day goes past without talking about her.
Her husband Ivan was devoted to her and her son Rhys was her life, she is missed by so many people, the pain of losing her will never go but we'll learn to live with it and remember all the happy times.
She was such a caring and sweet person who always had time for you no matter what. We all miss you Zena so much, always in our hearts and thoughts.... we love you!! xxxxxxxxxx husband Ivan, Son Rhys, step sons Karl and Wayne, Mum Marion, poppy Alan, sister Tracey, brothers Dean, Andy, Damian and family and Leslie and family, Nieces Carla and Cheryl and nephew Karl...xxxxxxxxxxx
someone perfect my wife
well my darling nearly anouther year with out you and its still so hard i miss you so much christmas has come and gone trhys is anouther year older yes he is 20 now you little boy is 20 and i am so proud of him he is doing really well i no he has not got a job yet but with me like this i am glad hes at home i no he wonts a job but there is nothing around for him have i told you just how much i am in love with you mrs Zena Taylor i worship you and always will i am trying to keep strong as it is coming up to your aneversary i cant belive its will be 4 years from that terrable day when i lost you i would die a thousand deaths just to have you here for one minuite with me just so i can look in to your beautiful eyes and tell you how deaply i love you but i no that is never going to happen so all i can do is wait to be with you again every night i hope i dont wake up in the morning i no i have to for rhys but i miss you so much i no you are with us all the time and when i lay in bed looking at your picture on the wall and your eyes are looking strieght at me i no you are there with me and watching everything we do i lay there and talk to you all the time karl came in and said who you on the phone to this time of night telling them you love them i said dont be silly there is only one lady i would ever tell i love them and thats before i could say he said oh you was talking to mum was you i said of course i was he said tell mum rhys me and wayne love her with all are hearts he said you miss zee so much still and i told him it will never change i no i didnt rite over the break but i had mum and pops over for christmas and new year i no thats not an exsuce i should off rote something but the comp was playing up and with all i had to do cooking and that it was to much but i am back now and will write every week again your mum has fractured her arm and she helped cook dinner with her arm broken pop kept t6elling her to go to the doctors to get checked but you no mum then dean said you should go so she went and they put her in plaster so she help me with her arm broken silly bloddy woman but you no what she is like well got to get are bits in the paper this week so its there for the 19th so i am stopping now so sleep tight and remember i love you this O much x x x x x x x x
Merry Xmas Sis
Happy Christmas to you Wee. Its been another year that has almost passed and you are no longer here! It is at this time of year that I find it hard and I know the family do as well....Well at least this year, you have our brother Leslie with you to share Christmas and new year with and laugh at us all. Get this Mum has fractured her wrist, and at almost 70 years old she has a plaster cast on...cant wait to pop over and see her, Im going to draw a picture on it...to make her smile...my usual elly...you know the ones i draw...lol. Well sweetie it is with such love that i am sending you now and always your loss is still raw and i do miss you so very much..love always sleep well till im with you again. xxxx
zena my wife
well yet another christmas without you and it gets harder and harder i wish i was with you i have got rhys presents all of them just got the meat to go and ordered that from edgers as always dean tracey and keith came around the other night and had a coffee they had just came back from andys dean had us in stickes again hes so funny some times but last night at one thirty got a casll from him and he had his christmas party at work in london and was drunk so he was on the train but it only stopped at faversham it didnt come to canterbury so i went and picked him up from the fav station he turned up by bus they had to get the bus from chatham he said he had thrown upo on the station so i said dont do it in here then he told me that he let one go on the train and stunk everyone out he said it was a bad one well thats enough about dean mum and pops are coming over for dinner as per usual christmas dinner with all the trimmings only one person missing and thats you my darling wife i would die a thousand deaths for just one secound with you just so i can tell you how much i am in love with you but you no that well fell out with katys dad steve he has my car and cant seam to get it back he said he needs it for work and he cant get one well just a nother problem in my crappy life dean said he would go and get it and sort it out but i dont wont no trouble you no how head strong he is but i do need it back asap so i can get shot of it well thats enough moaning sorry about bending your ear but i can talk to you just remember i love you this O much and always will x x x x x x x x x
my angel
well my darling its nearly christmas and yet again i am here with out you so it will be so bad but i promise to make it good for rhys as always i am so deeply in love with you and miss you behond all belief i just wont to be with you well i have to tell you we put a small amount of your ashes in a scatter tube that we got from the co op and put them with les in his grave i no you wonted the ashes put with mine and then scattered over the white cliffs and they will be we ghave kept most of them as rhys said he wonted to scatter them when we are together again but we did it foir mum she wonted part of you to be with les for christmas i think they are going to put a stone as well well i hope you dont mind i no we spoke about this long ago and you told me what to do but like i say it was for your mum and it made her happy but i no you are here with me i can feel you all the time and i no i never belived it that before but since you have been gone so many things have happened and i no that i am only serviving because of you its your heart that keeps me going the thought of you and what you would say if i gave up and ended it all i no i have to be here for rhys and the boys so i will be i will put up with all this crap for you and the boys as i promised well christmas shopping today with your mum and alan down at folkstone i think so wish me luck hope i able to get rhys cloths he wonts so will stop now but always remember i love you this O much sleep tight my beautiful wife x x x x
my beautiful wife
well my darling its nearly my birthday 50 years old and i remember you saying that you were going to throw me a big party for that day all i wont is to be with you i keep trying to think of ways to be with you with out herting the boys every day just get harder and harder to get going i just wish this would finish me off for good so i can sit beside you up there noing my luck i go the other way and still miss you but at least it wont hert so much my heart is breaking in two theres a hole in it the size of a beautiful lady and thats you i miss you so much what a time my birthday then xmas then your annervesary on the 19th jan the your cremation then god i nearly for got rhys birthday in between that then your birthday what a s... time to be had by all i realy wont to be out of here but i no befor you start i no ive got the boys to think about i no they need me rhys more than anyone i wont leave him alone you no that i promised you if any thing ever happened to you i would look after him and i will but it still doesnt stop me from wishing to be with you try and change the subject took mum and alan out for dinner on sunday we went to the beef eater on the dover to folkstone road were we went that time we had a roast dinner and rhys had ribs and bottemless chips so he ate lots katy failed her test she got in the way of an ambulance on blue lights so more money well better go now befor i get all morbed again i will love you forever my darling wife i love you this O much never ending sleep tight x x x x x
one a million
when i was a young man i just wonted one thing in life and that was to find some one who i could full in love with and be happy well the first time was a crash and burn but then came along this most amazing girl so beautiful that every one looked at her as she walked down the street and i got to help this amazing lady with her car and she was so nice i new that i wonted to be with her and to my amasment this lady felt the same way i thought how can she look at her she is the most beautiful girl in the world and she wonts to be with me so we started to date and no only was she beautiful she was kind, friendly,sexy,easy to talk to in fact she was perfect to me and i new i had fallen total in love with her and to my surprise she felt the same the day she told me she loved me all the hairs on the back off my nexk stood up and tingled i though i had died and gone to heven then we moved in togeather and she brought alone young rhys and wayne and karl took to him like he was always there he is there brother and i new from then it was for ever we had the most perfect wedding all sorted by zena she looked a million dollers no one in this whole world could match her beauty she changed my life and we had an fantastic time togeather until the day that the lord desided to take her to heven to sit besisde him as an angel it ripped my heart out she was 34 years old how could he take some one so kind so lovely why oh why i would have died a thousand deaths for her he should off taken me because she was so perfect that she was needed here but i wont the world to no that there not a secound go by each day with out zena on my mind i talk about zena all the time and no words can explain how much i am in love with zena and i long to be by her side zena i am so deeply in love with you and will always will be so sleep tight my wife i will talk to you tonight i love you this o much night night x x x x
Zena my wife
Hello my darling just a line to tell you how deeply i am in love with you its been nearly four years now that you went up there with god to be an angel and not a secound goes by with out your beautiful face pictured in my mind i miss you so much i long for the day we will be together so i can hold you and keep you safe well nearly our wedding aneversary seven years and i can see how fantastic you looked walking down the isle to me with dean by your side i thought to my self this cant be true why is such a stunning girl going to be my wife and that night as we layed in bed you told me just how much you loved me and i new then why we felt the same i always said about the age and you told me that no one had treated you and rhys like i did and thats why you found it so easy to fall in love with me but you have to remember you changed my life you made me like myself again and you showed me the way to go i no i still made mistakes but you stuck by me and showed me where i went wrong you put me back on the right track lots off time and never got fed up off doing it and thats why no one could evert take you place because you are a very special lady and i am so deeply in love with you now and for ever so sleep tight i will be there with you soon i hope to hold you once again i love you this o much x x x x RIP
my beautiful wife
Well my darling i am back just to let you no just how much i am still in love with you thing are all well our son is doing really well he is going to open or rather take over canterbury music rooms its a place in town where there are 7 rooms all devided equal and they have been sound proft so the noise is kept down well his mate has it at the moment but has got into trouble with the rent so we have bought it off him so Rhys and katy will have a project of there own he takes over very soon he is really looking forward to it i have told him i will help him best i can i will pay all the money for it but he has to make it work i think he will becouse its something he wonts to do i no you are looking down on us and you will watch over him to make certain he takes the right path his band is doing really well they have there EP extended play list comeing out on the 29th of this month only 3 days to go hes not sold all the tickets yet so hes a bit disapointed but i said he will thats all about him god i miss you so much i would give anything to be with you right now i just need a hug from you to here you say i love you ivan like i do you every day and night i dont leave the bedroom without kissing you picture and ashes and telling you i love you this o much never ending love for you i am still writing in your diary telling you everthing and when i final come to be with you rhys noes that got to come with me so i can read it all to you i have been hearing our song a lot lately looks like we made it and we did nearly anouther year gone buy since the day you made me the happyest man alive when you said i do you are so beautiful and kind and you always looked so stunning but on that day you took my breath away i didnt think you could inprove on beauty like yours but you did words cant express the way you looked that day and ther are not the words to explain just how much i am in love with you and that will never stop so sleep tight my darling i will worship you forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my darling wife
hello my darling i am just writing to you to let you no that i am so deeply in love with you and not one secound goes by with out you on my mind i always new from the moment i met you that you were the one for me i fell so deeply in love with you strieght away and theres no one on this earth that can take your place i lay awake at night in our room our bed thinking of all the fantastic times we had together and all the things we did together i lo9ng to be with you but i no i cant because off our son who by the way is doing really well with his music they have an (EP) extended playlist comeing out soon on the 29th september 2011 he has got a gig at the beer cart arms again and they are going to release it there he has done so well love i keep telling him how proud we are of him and he said to me dad do you think mum would like it i said no she would love it and mum is looking down on you at every gig and she will have tears in her eyes and she will be telling everyone up there in heven thats my son that is he is so brillant i have helped him all the way and i hope you agree with the way i have continued to bring him up i no he gets a lot off me but hes worth it and it makes me happy to no hes happy i promised you i would take good care of him and i still promise you that he is your double such a handsom boy or mam now he has a lovely girl friend katy and i no you would off like her she loves our rhys so she cant be bad well everything is happerning down here bomb scares and everthing daiom and debra are haveing problems but i expect they will sort it out no one should get envolved i am not anyway we have seen nothing of you dad but you new that would happen i dont care as long as i have you and i do in my mind and in my heart and our love can never be replaced looks like we made it but we new we would i love you this o much sleep tight untill iam back i love you
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